i think im sensitive and maybe im being too over demanding. and i wont listen to others then only me,myself and i. i've been lug around my big emotional luggage this past few dayss. my mood swings have gone beyond, till boyf say that i need to stop all this. Like everything everyone do or say for that matter is somehow wrong. Right to the tinniest detail, in example their laughter. actually i dont realised it at all. i want to wake up with everything there,ready or even beside me. but i dunno why this few dayss i feel so bleak. even the sweetest thing that boyf did to me i will like "oh okay." or even i will tell him off sometimes. im trying to tell him or even everyone what actually i want or been going through but im not good by expressing the stupid bloody irratating feelings to wordssss.
okay now i feel helpless and utterly hopeless.
