ALLTOOFAMILIAR♥

Monday, August 17, 2009 4:50 pm

*warning. its just between me and him. just leave if you hate it.

You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why. A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried. Wanting you is hard to forget, loving you is hard to regret, losing you is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet. For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone. andd sad isn't it? How no matter what you do or say to me. when you come running back. when you need me again. I'll be here. right here waiting for you, I'll take you back. no questions asked. Sad isn't it? So. from now on. when you think of me. just remember that I could've been the best thing you ever had. remember that bb. and bb sometimes, when i imagine you as my perfect guy, i realize i've described a person that i've known forever. bb, please stop asking me why I love you? I love you because you care for me like no one else I know. I love the way I feel in your arms, so safe from dangers in the world. I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me. I can explain every way that I love you because thats in possible. bb see for urself. did i ever hurt you? NO. so please cherish every moment of it bb. dont ever think that every arguments that we had its a reason for us to be not together anymore because i believe that pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life and i dont think we will be together by now. and bb, we take good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got and remember what you had. always forgive but never forgets, learns from the mistakes and never regrets. bb, will wait for you to come back and i noe you will read this one day. love you and will always do.

Saturday, August 15, 2009 9:58 am

very typical typical pose kannnn. heh heh.

its a lie if i dont miss him becos i MISS HIM BADLY.
1 month and yes im gonna plan a wonderful belated birthday surprise for him.
hope he will like it. help me to plan out lovelies.
the last words, everyday at 10pm our nite.
am i going to partaayyyyyy tonight?

Thursday, August 13, 2009 5:55 pm

hey lovelies=)
maybe its been too long i didnt update this humble blog of mine.
too busy with something much important than blogging of cos. hah.
recently just came back from my malacca trip.
as usual its was fun and the weather was very hot. super duper hot.
it was stress free bitch while i was there.
i was happy at the point of time but now.
just living is just not enough. one must have sunshine, freedom and flower.
I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the life, relationship and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day. very hard indeed. till i feel like im giving up.
I hope life isn't a big joke, because I don't get it. and hoping it will go away once again.
sorry for the boring post again. heh.
will upload more picturess soon!