Saturday, September 27, 2008 11:51 am
5 more days.
*i need you.
*i need you.
Friday, September 26, 2008 1:16 pm
6days more to go.
*can the world stop today?
*can the world stop today?
Thursday, September 25, 2008 2:15 pm
greetings to all.
counting down 7days to go.
i hate to see u leaving.
It took me ages to rid of the paralysing fear that i constantly feel.
Fear that threatens to cripple me emotionally.
You, now no longer hold me captive in a prison of emotions.
how i wish i could turn back the time.
be with you forever.
seriously, im not ready that you're going to leave me for the time being.
without any calls, message or even msn-ing.
im going to miss you like 12345678923456789 times.
please, dont go.
counting down 7days to go.
i hate to see u leaving.
It took me ages to rid of the paralysing fear that i constantly feel.
Fear that threatens to cripple me emotionally.
You, now no longer hold me captive in a prison of emotions.
how i wish i could turn back the time.
be with you forever.
seriously, im not ready that you're going to leave me for the time being.
without any calls, message or even msn-ing.
im going to miss you like 12345678923456789 times.
please, dont go.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 3:20 pm
to baby,
Di malam ini ,
Di waktu ini
Ku masih terkenang dirimu
Biarpun tiada kau disisi , diriku .
Senyumanmu , raut wajah mu
Membuatku terus merindumu
Biarpun kau meninggalkan aku , cintaku .
Ku cuba tanpamu disisi
Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu
Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu , kasihku .
Ku cuba tanpamu dihati
Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu
Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu , selamanya .
Sedetik ini , ketika ini
Ku masih memikirkan mu
Dimanakah dirimu kini , gadisku .
Andai aku , ulangi lagicerita aku dengan kamu
Takkan ku menyakiti hatimu , bintangku .
Ku cuba tanpamu disisi
Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu
Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu , kasihku .
Ku cuba tanpamu dihati
Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu
Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu , selamanya .
Di malam ini ,
Di waktu ini
Ku masih terkenang dirimu
Biarpun tiada kau disisi , diriku .
Senyumanmu , raut wajah mu
Membuatku terus merindumu
Biarpun kau meninggalkan aku , cintaku .
Ku cuba tanpamu disisi
Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu
Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu , kasihku .
Ku cuba tanpamu dihati
Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu
Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu , selamanya .
Sedetik ini , ketika ini
Ku masih memikirkan mu
Dimanakah dirimu kini , gadisku .
Andai aku , ulangi lagicerita aku dengan kamu
Takkan ku menyakiti hatimu , bintangku .
Ku cuba tanpamu disisi
Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu
Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu , kasihku .
Ku cuba tanpamu dihati
Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu
Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu , selamanya .
9:17 am
BABY!
WHERE YOU!!
I MISS YOU BADLY!!
WHERE YOU!!
I MISS YOU BADLY!!
Sunday, September 21, 2008 9:44 am
saturday was random.
morning went for theory practice.
nana and me as usual was late.
we manage to complete two booklet only. LOL!.
then we went our separates ways.
i meet boyf at his place.
as usual my boyf=sleepyhead.
didnt woke him up. i sit and solve my puzzle book.
after an hour, adib (his younger brother) just came back from his half day work.
okay we talked and took lotsa of pictures with his new phone. N96=SUPERCOOL!
while boyf still sleeping. *penat sgt la tuu. 12 hours of working.
boyf woke up at 2.30. bacin!. he asked me about the theory practice. *bla bla bla.
then, i asked him to sleep again because he looked so tired.
actually i also want to sleep. hee!.
4.30-his dear friend woke us up. he said " krg bgn ah!. cakap nak pegi kedai moto carik helmet"
then we changed. 1st stop kelantan lane. boyf get his helmet.
soon after that we meet his friend at jalan menyak. i think around chinatown. haha!. after we fetched his friend, we went to holland v. so called his favourite place to go. haha!.
boyf sent me home. then holla today sunday. going to meet boyf and bestie later!!
omg! i miss her like 123456789 times. and today we going to wear the same dress! but different color. love u ain! cheers.
to rin: i need waxing and threading. next week?
morning went for theory practice.
nana and me as usual was late.
we manage to complete two booklet only. LOL!.
then we went our separates ways.
i meet boyf at his place.
as usual my boyf=sleepyhead.
didnt woke him up. i sit and solve my puzzle book.
after an hour, adib (his younger brother) just came back from his half day work.
okay we talked and took lotsa of pictures with his new phone. N96=SUPERCOOL!
while boyf still sleeping. *penat sgt la tuu. 12 hours of working.
boyf woke up at 2.30. bacin!. he asked me about the theory practice. *bla bla bla.
then, i asked him to sleep again because he looked so tired.
actually i also want to sleep. hee!.
4.30-his dear friend woke us up. he said " krg bgn ah!. cakap nak pegi kedai moto carik helmet"
then we changed. 1st stop kelantan lane. boyf get his helmet.
soon after that we meet his friend at jalan menyak. i think around chinatown. haha!. after we fetched his friend, we went to holland v. so called his favourite place to go. haha!.
boyf sent me home. then holla today sunday. going to meet boyf and bestie later!!
omg! i miss her like 123456789 times. and today we going to wear the same dress! but different color. love u ain! cheers.
to rin: i need waxing and threading. next week?
7:54 am
*boyf bdae. more pics but he manage to sent me this 1st. LOL!
*dee giler
*boybys
*dee giler *boybys *sometimes i geram with you
*please dont mind the stitches.
*DnA
Friday, September 19, 2008 10:53 am
imissboyf!
Thursday, September 18, 2008 10:40 am
i know shit happens sometimes.
i hope you mean what you say.
i dont want to cry for you end of the day.
no more hurting me please.
please appreciate me.
please feel that ure lucky.
i dont want to keep garnering sympathy from you.
i know its too early but i trust u.
so dont take me for granted.
im WARNING you. and this is FINAL.
PLEASE!
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
i hope you mean what you say.
i dont want to cry for you end of the day.
no more hurting me please.
please appreciate me.
please feel that ure lucky.
i dont want to keep garnering sympathy from you.
i know its too early but i trust u.
so dont take me for granted.
im WARNING you. and this is FINAL.
PLEASE!
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
9:00 am
morning,morning.
today thursday and tmrw its FRIDAY!. yes2. after work yesterday accompany kak niza to bras basah. we're looking for south-east asia map. but no where to found. then we walked over to bugis junction. went to kinokuniya. yes finally we have a map. kak niza decided to break fast at home and i text baby. he told me go bukit merah as his bike thingy not yet settled. soon after i reached there, holla holla holla. new bike sey baby! he sent me home. sweet!. baby. i know u havent get use to it but u will soon okay. get rid of the side mirrors 1st okay baby! hee. today supposely baby wanting to bring me around with his new bike but i just remember that i have basic theory lesson today. *sigh*. BUT he will fetch me. gddie!. and i miss ur cherry cherry smell!. yest didnt get to smell ur hair. haha!. okay people have a great day ahead!!
ps: cousins, the apartment thingy its tmrw!! weeeeeeeeeee!
today thursday and tmrw its FRIDAY!. yes2. after work yesterday accompany kak niza to bras basah. we're looking for south-east asia map. but no where to found. then we walked over to bugis junction. went to kinokuniya. yes finally we have a map. kak niza decided to break fast at home and i text baby. he told me go bukit merah as his bike thingy not yet settled. soon after i reached there, holla holla holla. new bike sey baby! he sent me home. sweet!. baby. i know u havent get use to it but u will soon okay. get rid of the side mirrors 1st okay baby! hee. today supposely baby wanting to bring me around with his new bike but i just remember that i have basic theory lesson today. *sigh*. BUT he will fetch me. gddie!. and i miss ur cherry cherry smell!. yest didnt get to smell ur hair. haha!. okay people have a great day ahead!!
ps: cousins, the apartment thingy its tmrw!! weeeeeeeeeee!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 10:57 am
Greetings to all. Its been a while. Been busy with work and stuff.. stuff, that should definitely paint a clearer picture of what i have been up to lately. still waiting for my precious baby to send me those pictures. *wondering when. Boyf been pretty busy with work, bike thingy and all. I'm not complaining, its just that having seen each other daily for days, the sudden distance comes as a rude shock. Then again, alone time is always fun for me=) and bacin happy 4th month baby! lol. hee. looking forward to this friday. my lovely cousins have booked a apartment for the cousins to gather and breakfast together. YES! cant wait. okay im totally blank now. shall update more tomorrow. :))))
PS: i wanna meet rin,fee,su,nadya. call me girlss.
PS: i wanna meet rin,fee,su,nadya. call me girlss.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008 10:29 am
to my babygirl rin: thankyouforacompanymeyesterday.appreciated.
ihopehewilllikethegiftsandtheminisurpriseforhim.loveyouthemaxbabygirl.
meetyousoon.
ps:imjustbeinglazy.
darkmoods.my effort all no use.he dont feel like going to sentose this thursday.how?i've plan everything. ure the meanest person on earth.
ihopehewilllikethegiftsandtheminisurpriseforhim.loveyouthemaxbabygirl.
meetyousoon.
ps:imjustbeinglazy.
darkmoods.my effort all no use.he dont feel like going to sentose this thursday.how?i've plan everything. ure the meanest person on earth.
Monday, September 08, 2008 1:09 pm
I'M SORRY!!
*LETTHEWHOLENOETHATIMREALLYSORRYANDPLEASEFORGIVE.
IHATELOOSINGYOU.REALLY,ONLYYOU.NOONEELSE.ILOVEUBOYBYS.
*LETTHEWHOLENOETHATIMREALLYSORRYANDPLEASEFORGIVE.
IHATELOOSINGYOU.REALLY,ONLYYOU.NOONEELSE.ILOVEUBOYBYS.
10:07 am
hey y'all.
counting down, 3 more days to his special day. preparations all will be done by today. i hope he would like it. *finger cross. i hate to wait for people. everyone hates it. oh yes i did wait for him for almost 1 hour and a half. da la handphone dgn ibunye. i feel like screaming his name out loud while waiting for him at wdlands control station yesterday. pfft. finally, he called me at 3.45. i met him then he were like giggle all the way. geram je tgk. then i go mute. i was angry okay. yeah he did explain bla bla and bla. enough said. luckily u mentioning about watching movie. we got our tix at plaza singapura then we sit while waiting. after movie, we walked from plaza singapura to heeren. to meet his lovely brother and agil. walked again till tangs then hommies. everything seems soo mundane these days. Fuck i need something more important to do other than brainless paperwork everyday. uuuweeekk. meeting my babygirl rin later. thank you for ur help yeah. appreaciate it alot. b, want you to know you made me happy. will post some pictures soon people. *wink
counting down, 3 more days to his special day. preparations all will be done by today. i hope he would like it. *finger cross. i hate to wait for people. everyone hates it. oh yes i did wait for him for almost 1 hour and a half. da la handphone dgn ibunye. i feel like screaming his name out loud while waiting for him at wdlands control station yesterday. pfft. finally, he called me at 3.45. i met him then he were like giggle all the way. geram je tgk. then i go mute. i was angry okay. yeah he did explain bla bla and bla. enough said. luckily u mentioning about watching movie. we got our tix at plaza singapura then we sit while waiting. after movie, we walked from plaza singapura to heeren. to meet his lovely brother and agil. walked again till tangs then hommies. everything seems soo mundane these days. Fuck i need something more important to do other than brainless paperwork everyday. uuuweeekk. meeting my babygirl rin later. thank you for ur help yeah. appreaciate it alot. b, want you to know you made me happy. will post some pictures soon people. *wink
Sunday, September 07, 2008 1:19 pm
There have been many circumstances in which you are forced to oblige or give the green light despite yourself not wanting too. For, it is easier that way, rather than having a whole big debate(fight) with another person. I for one have been in similar situations. The on-going debate with myself about how i actually feel is pretty much less taxing than having to deal with an argument. Dealing with emotions, nothing is ever as clear as plain black or white. It is an on-going thought process which never really stops despite having arrived at a conclusion. Somehow or rather, i usually end up beating myself up about my decisions. It is a balancing act. No matter how well you've "performed" there'll always be certain a glitch somewhere. This, annoys the hell out of me.
im meeting baby later on. lesser cerewet eh baby? treat me well today. LOL!. craving for thai food. i hope later baby are kind enuf to feed this fatty liitle girl thai food. PLEASE? imverymuchloved<3
im meeting baby later on. lesser cerewet eh baby? treat me well today. LOL!. craving for thai food. i hope later baby are kind enuf to feed this fatty liitle girl thai food. PLEASE? imverymuchloved<3
12:40 am
I had the most amazing 2 days of my goddamn life, thus far. Pigging out, shopping sprees, eating good food with families and having you all to myself felt like heaven. friday im on leave. i went for the interview. the part time job. (*dee mmg gatal). i suppose to be going back to work but the interview ended late. after the interview i meet baby. he's under medication. so he didnt fast that day. woke him up soon after i reached his house. he took his medication then he asked me about the part time job. yeah we talked about 20 mins then he went back to sleep. i was super sleepy also on that day. i went to sleep. woke up at 6.30. washed up then baby and me go grab some food for myself to breakfast. after breakfast we meet his friends. boys talked! then i went home. on my way home, he message me "b, i dont know why i love you so much. today you like so the best of the best. hehe. tak byk cerewet. ily." LOL! but sweet! thank you! ily bacin! 
*ily mister
i went jb just now. shopping sprees and we breakfast at puteri pacific hotel. the food there, God! it was damn shiok la!. it was buffet dining. yeah we ate from 7plus to 9plus. till now im full. worth it.
actually im too lazy to elaborate more. BUT, i had fun. random note, its 11.30 in the morning just now, am going through a couple of my old blog entries and somehow an entry i wrote early this year made me laugh. we know i'm just easily amused , just humour me. okay people. have a good day ahead. cheers!
*ily misteri went jb just now. shopping sprees and we breakfast at puteri pacific hotel. the food there, God! it was damn shiok la!. it was buffet dining. yeah we ate from 7plus to 9plus. till now im full. worth it.
actually im too lazy to elaborate more. BUT, i had fun. random note, its 11.30 in the morning just now, am going through a couple of my old blog entries and somehow an entry i wrote early this year made me laugh. we know i'm just easily amused , just humour me. okay people. have a good day ahead. cheers!
Thursday, September 04, 2008 9:33 am
PENING!
IDONTCAREWHATPEOPLEGOINGTOSAY,
IJUSTWANNAKEEPYOUALLBYMYSELF!!
IDONTCAREWHATPEOPLEGOINGTOSAY,
IJUSTWANNAKEEPYOUALLBYMYSELF!!
Wednesday, September 03, 2008 10:57 am
whatIvebeendoingishorriblysad
growupmiss.
growupmiss.
Tuesday, September 02, 2008 1:52 pm
*it breaks my heart when you say all those words.
im not asking you anything.
trust me, im sincere with this relationship.
baby,
there are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. remember that the good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge. im trying to loves those quarrel and i hope u too. i feel it makes us stronger.
hoping a change is as good as a rest. babyily.
so people sit long,talk much,laugh often!
im not asking you anything.
trust me, im sincere with this relationship.
baby,
there are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. remember that the good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge. im trying to loves those quarrel and i hope u too. i feel it makes us stronger.
hoping a change is as good as a rest. babyily.
so people sit long,talk much,laugh often!
10:35 am
*ATHIR
I have yet to understand why despite everything else that has happened we're still here, together and stronger than ever. I must admit that i am being a tad bit melodramatic because we only came to be, a 4 months ago. That is besides the point. I love you for reasons far to complex for me to decipher. I love you for all that you are, cranky, cynical and impossible. i still remember the first time i woke up in your arms and everything felt right...
"Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways A thousand times, no more camouflauge I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall."good things comes to those who wait.
i waited and i found you.
i feel blessed.
sayasayangkamu<3
"Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways A thousand times, no more camouflauge I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall."good things comes to those who wait.
i waited and i found you.
i feel blessed.
sayasayangkamu<3
9:39 am
Off late, numerous things have cropped up triggering a certain amount of irritation set within me. I mean these random things as i simply put it would normally not have affected me as such under normal circumstances. However, it is the deceitful and accusing nature of these random "things" thats got me utterly irritated. Don't get all excited though, i am merely expressing ceratin feelings and am not going to lay everything on the table for all to see. just go away you. the harsh words. that always make me feel unsecured. why? i need you. i wish you nothing but happiness. give me all. give me life. the life everyone dream of. only you that i always love. cmon keep me moving. be there when i need you. You knew every little thing there is to know about me and about everything thats going on with me.A bond soo strong that i once thought that if you were to leave this earth, i would go with you. I believed that you were far greater than any superhero. BUT, what happen now? am i a dog to you that u can *shoo away. i have feelings too. please think. and im only hoping for the best.
Monday, September 01, 2008 10:44 am
greetings to all.
yes i've register my driving liciense. finally. went to the airport soon after that. me and nana ate popeye. while aunties and uncles makan at food court je. hee. then we sit for a while at the viewing mall. then mama ila goes like this-"macam nak makan roti prata and teh tarik!". yeah off we go to jalan kayu. so saturday all about eating fiesta. *wink.
yes i've register my driving liciense. finally. went to the airport soon after that. me and nana ate popeye. while aunties and uncles makan at food court je. hee. then we sit for a while at the viewing mall. then mama ila goes like this-"macam nak makan roti prata and teh tarik!". yeah off we go to jalan kayu. so saturday all about eating fiesta. *wink.
* picture not clear as my phone camera sucks bigtime! sunday- i accompany baby to sgh. he need to remove the stitches. yeah we took bus from wdland to the hospital. it took 1 hour plus to reached there. *pantat sampai panas babe. we reached the hospital, we register, see the doctor and bla bla bla. to this one and only doctor from sgh room A1, PLEASE BE GENTLE NEXT TIME. lol!. baby, be patience okay. u will recover soon anytime now. with that kind of condition baby always have the difficulties to move around or keep me accompany. then yesterday i did asked him "b, wanna go vivo?" he say YES!. i feel like the happiest girl. *CRAP. its been 8days we didnt go out and have fun. thank you baby. really. i captured every moment of that. *smile.
*before *after
*<3'slastly, SELAMAT BERPUASE!
