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Thursday, January 29, 2009 1:11 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

ILY!

Wednesday, January 28, 2009 1:25 pm

goodie wednesday lovelies.=)

Undoubtedly the malacca trip was fun and obviously hilarious=) three day trip to malacca with a bunch of gerek auntiess. Nevertheless the traffic jam in Tuas, omg! that we spent much of our time in the car. Not that it was a bad thing or anything but we stuck in the jam for three bloody hours. but i slept throughout the waiting and all. HAH! By the time we prolly passed the immigration we could have travelled all the way to malacca already la. malacca was super hot okay. still i keep asking my dad to stop the car and get for me goreng pisang. it happens everytime we going out to eat or shopping. LOL! i just love the kerak2 okay. haha! okay im super lazy to elaborate more and i dont take much pictures during the trip,maaaalllllllaaaaasssss!

and below some pictures taken yesterday with boyf.

we just go out and have a great dinner.

thank you boyf!

Saturday, January 24, 2009 4:18 am

swollen eyes.
tired.
restless.
im off to msia.
LOL!

Friday, January 23, 2009 8:28 pm

.TRUST.
Anyone who goes through life trusting people without making sure they are worthy of trust is a fool. Yet there are people who may be trusted, men as well as women. There are are as many difference in their natures as there are flowers in these meadows.

i hope you read this and all i can say that im sorry. now you will know why im so worry about you. =(

mummy just knocked on my door just now. my short getaway to malacca will be later at 4.30 in the morning! urgh. i thot they will be going tmrw in the afternoon and i've make plans to meet boyf tmrw for breakfast but i guess i cant meet boyf before i go. IM SO GONNA MISS THAT BACIN LA!

10:06 am

DEE: B.......... my skin! verrrryyyyy drrrryyy!

BOYF: drink plenty of water.

DEE: i think i need a new moisturizer la!

BOYF: u just need to drink lotss and lotss of plain water la!!!

*then smellss my armpit

-________-

*yes baby! peace everyone! LOL!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009 7:48 pm

i think im sensitive and maybe im being too over demanding. and i wont listen to others then only me,myself and i. i've been lug around my big emotional luggage this past few dayss. my mood swings have gone beyond, till boyf say that i need to stop all this. Like everything everyone do or say for that matter is somehow wrong. Right to the tinniest detail, in example their laughter. actually i dont realised it at all. i want to wake up with everything there,ready or even beside me. but i dunno why this few dayss i feel so bleak. even the sweetest thing that boyf did to me i will like "oh okay." or even i will tell him off sometimes. im trying to tell him or even everyone what actually i want or been going through but im not good by expressing the stupid bloody irratating feelings to wordssss.

okay now i feel helpless and utterly hopeless.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009 12:49 pm

BORING!

bestie offline, boyf sleepyhead, and can you imagine that i have no work at all! damn! boring working environment! kalau boleh tido tkpe juuuuuggggggaaaaaakkkkk, ni tak boleh! urgh. im so bloody restless okay! i want to do something productive. to find a new job in this kind of situation i dont think its a good idea. so i guess i need to bear with the boring-ness here at work. all of sudden im thinking of school. i hope mummy approves me of schooling again soon.

11:11 am

my bestfriend ANTI- pocai LOL!

GET WELL SOON OKAY BESTIE. LY!

Monday, January 19, 2009 7:42 pm

just now i met boyf. we discussed on something important that makes me really hard to accept it. am not going to lay everything on the table to let you all see but i just feel like blogging what i am feeling right now. anyways, very big sacrifice that im gonna to make for this relationship. i mean our relationship. for me im not independent and i always rely on people especially my parents and boyf. I'm not complaining, its just that the thing that we just discussed, the sudden decision comes as a rude shock. i hope it will last for only one week and please boyf no more okay. im trying to learn to live with it. still, im upset with the whole issue thingy. *sigh

11:43 am

since boyf is back i've been treating like big bloody baby okay! i will start to show my irratating face if i dont get what i want. and boyf will start to give in and attend to my needsss. HAH! i noe im a bitch. watever it is, this wat happen just now in the morning.

(its conversation thru text msg)

me: b, wed or thurs i want to go to sembawang shopping centre okay!

boyf: for what eh b?

me: i nak jln2 la b!!!

boyf: ok la baby. nanti kite pegi k b. ily!

you seeeeeee! he always be patient when it comes to me. even how cranky i can be and even how many exclaimation markss that i give him. HEEEEEE! thank you b. much appreaciated okay! see you later=).

this coming sat im going for a short getaway to malacca. me and nana planning not to tag along because malacca is soooooooooooo boring okay! but of cos the parents reasons were "tak best la kalau tkde budak due org ni!" you see how pathetic the reason can be kan. AND i've been asking my dad for new phone. and he promise me to get the new phone by end of this month. YAY! coolness! boyf told me not to get the same phone with him and try something different. so peoplesss what phone should i get? because i have no freaking idea what phone should i get okay! any recommendation please tag okay! thanx! lastly, enjoy ur beautiful monday peoples!

My weekend was just fab!

Saturday, January 17, 2009 9:56 pm

i just came back from my cousin wedding.

congrats abg eje!

*pictures below and please dont mind the ugly red hair that i got there! LOL!
BABY!!! NEW HAIR COLOUR AGAIN PLEASEEEEE!

10:18 am

happy 8 months today to us!
imverymuchloved<3>

Friday, January 16, 2009 11:39 pm

*pictures on 150109

so yeah i just pick out the random one. HEH! have a great weekend loveliess!

9:09 am

holla=)
im late again. okay whats new right? haha!
yesterday went to mustafa center with boyf.
thought of buying a pair of watch but its only available in white.
had our dinner there too.
then, we decided to think of place that sell lotsa of watches.
and we cabbed down to city hall.
we drop by at this particular watch shop in city link.
browse around but still no available.
finally boyf decided to get himself calvin klein boxer.
they having some promotions going on. 2 for $59. cheap kn?
and we get ourself flip flops too. LOL!
we took some pictures yesterday, will upload later at night okay!
btw, today im on half day leave. weeeeeeeeeeeee!

HAPPY FRIDAY PEOPLE!

Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:12 am

15 Jan 2009 the date that baby Adam came out to this world but only to be returned to HIM. May baby Adam rest in peace. Aunty dian will always remember you and love you.

i hope everything gonna be fine tmrw. you promise me already okay baby?!

Wednesday, January 14, 2009 4:22 pm

baby ADAM
5 months and everyone been looking forward to see you.
but Allah lovess you more.
all i want YOU to know that we lovess you more than ever.
and you will always in our prayers.
have a safe delivery tmrw.
i love you.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:17 am

the "HOT" word. it just that i cant keep my tongue under control.

I've sat around silently for far too long.

In that time, i lost my ability to emote and cant even speak.

i feel like you still cant get over her.

now it will took me ages to get rid of the paralysing fear that i constantly feel. Im numb now.

Neither expressive nor emotive.

all i want you to know that im not her and

im much in love with you.=)

Sunday, January 11, 2009 5:43 pm

SUNDAY! suppose to meet boyf today. but daddy drag me to his cousin son wedding. URGH! i just hate go to weddingss that im not close with or watsoever la. so yeah boyf biase la mengamok because it was so last minute. he will prefer if i tell him earlier. sorry bacin! and now i just reached home plus doing nothing. that boyf refuse to call me and so i decided to update this blog. at least i can occupy myself with something since that boyf refuse to call me. HAH! weekends going to over soon. LOL! and tmrw starts my busy-ness. ya right! i think i want to sleep. i woke up quite early just now so im totally shagged now. okay peopless! enjoy ur sunday evening! *mwah

12:27 am

just now met boyf, bestie, afiq and friendss. town again. LOL!

GAY PARTNER!

Friday, January 09, 2009 8:43 am

im having hot milo with potato chips at work now.
potato chips? oh it reminds me of my late grandfather.
i will never fail to get him a packet of potato chips whenever i visit him last time.
now im starting to miss him again.
appear in my dream tonight okay atok. =(

my eyes are swollen. i want to sleep.
im just tired.

Thursday, January 08, 2009 9:35 am

so yeah yesterday i met this boy after work. oh i love him wearing his uniform on. HOT! hah!
had our dinner together and he rushed back home to meet his friendsss.
bestie! We have more bitching sessions soon okay?

PS: THIS BLOG IS BEST TO VIEW WITH
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Wednesday, January 07, 2009 9:19 am

to FET-Now now darling, no need to get your panties all up in a bunch. Just run along and look for new meat. If it makes you feel any better, he wasn't that gorgeous. Apart from the dreamy brown eyes, stunning smile and oh, hot hot body(: Trust me, you'll forget him in no time!
LY BABE!

Tuesday, January 06, 2009 12:11 pm

BUSY!
1st im late again for work.
i dunno whats wrong with my stupid alarm clock.
it just dont ring! URGH!
and im suppose to wake boyf up and because of me boyf late for work. SORRY BOYF!
and the things that happening at work.
I mean these random things as i simply put it would normally not have affected me as such under normal circumstances.
However, it is the deceitful and accusing nature of these random "things" thats got me utterly irritated.
what a bad week i have here.

Monday, January 05, 2009 4:07 pm

work = disaster!
how i wish boyf was here and know what i've been going thru at work.
-_____________-

9:18 am

and again im late for work. as usual take my own sweet time and called cab. HAH! oh sorry boyf if i spent my money again on cab fare. im not a morning kind of person so thats explain why i always late for work. LOL! boyf must be sleeping peacefully in GENTING now while im stuck at this office doing nothing again.
btw, this is what i've been thinking since the past few dayss, the road to success is never an easy one. Along the way there'll be obstacles that you'll encounter. Do not let that ever hinder your path, instead march right through it. I know you. I know when push comes to shove, your passion will shine light to the path when you lost all sight and direction.=)

ps: my blog is best to view with Mozilla Firefox okay peopless! TQ!

Sunday, January 04, 2009 8:46 pm

holla=)
its probably time for a reality check. work starts tmrw. -____- and im so not into it at all! LOL!
boyf in GENTING now. oh he must have lotsa of fun now! miss you bacin!
i just set a date for our shopping spree cum gossip session with the girlsss! HAH!
oh yeah sometimes i feel so blessed with supergoodboyf, greatgirlfriendss and of cos wonderful family that i have. BUT, sometimes i feel that i dont appreaciate them that much. so i think the year 2009 i need to be extra goodie-goodie to all of them. ilyall!-random

12:02 am

the trip with boyf to JB was fun! but im super tired now! HAH!

1st, lunch at city square;
cabbed down to boyf hse in JB. boyf hse in JB were super awesome la!
then, dinner at jusco. we ate kenny rogerss.
k da. super lazy to elaborate more.
im so gonna miss boyf. he's going to KL tmrw.
can you please dont go? =(

Saturday, January 03, 2009 1:57 am

oh thank you boyf!
u keep to your promises!
im so happy!
u keep track of the time just for me?
awwww! SWEET!
i cant wait for our trip tmrw!
sorry people this post actually to let boyf to read HAH!, please dont mind.
if you hate me, leave.

Friday, January 02, 2009 2:16 pm

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLESS!

*Below picturesss were taken during countdown beach party @ siloso.
overall i had fun party-ing with boyf and his friendss. thank you.

i didnt bring along my camera on that day. LOL!
so still waiting for more picturess from boyf. =)