Sunday, February 28, 2010 4:00 pm
A hard beginning make a good ending. Even if you are on the right track, you will get run over if you just sit there. and fear not that the life shall come to an end, but rather fear that it shall never have a beginning. The secret of getting ahead just started. The secret of getting started is breaking your complex overwhelming tasks into small manageable tasks, and then starting on the first one. the time will come when you believe everything is finished. Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. i want to visualize the things that i want. See it, feel it, believe in it. and now im learning the skill of forgetting. And move on. and fet u should too. =)
on top of that i dont think i had my sufficent rest yet. LOL! next up party like theres no tmrw. 3rd march cant wait. *big smiley face*
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 9:16 pm
it was plain wednesday for me. thought of partying today but too tired horr.
heh. i end work quite early today and didnt accompany fet till closing. sorry babe. so yeah after work i met mama and the aunties for dinner. at airport as usual. and now i just came back. actually waited/hoping for that someone to call me but i guess he didnt get the chance to borrow any of his frens phone. -____-. so to cheer myself up, i try to cheer somebody else up and make myself happy. becos i think nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy. i better stop worrying about it and see what treasures me that can pluck from my own brand of unhappiness lol. im trying to be a wise person right now okayy. hahaha! all i can say now i miss being a child, before i knew happiness. =)
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 6:06 pm
busybody people can go and die. telling him about what im doing outside. oh its so not cool when its not true at all! i do have my own mouth and guts to tell him myself.
not like some immature people like you. go away. shoo! im glad that he called me just now. i miss him very the much. i noe sometimes people like me made mistakes. how i wish i could turn back the time. of cos im not hoping so much from him. if he's going to change then that will be great if not i will be continue my life and be happy. follow the flow i guess. becos, seriously after twenty years of thinking, i think its not worth it to cry for a guy u see. heh. but if he do really change for me then i dont mind if he starts to scream at me, call me for a shoot at midnight, keep me waiting for hours as long as what ends up on the screen is perfect. its a lie if i dont love him anymore but as we noe life as to move on. now i just want to think about myself 1st. love myself then i start to think about others. It is strange that the years teach me patience. to you, maybe im a change person now but watever it is i still love you and please do something about us. thank you.
on top of that, work is doing just fine. my weight went up since i work there. ive been muching every single hour okay. hohoho! looking forward to this weekend. going to spent my day with the girls. awesome! 4 days to weekend. hang on there people! =)
Sunday, February 21, 2010 1:25 pm
hello lovelies. =)
finally i decided to update my humble blog of mine again.
alot of things have been happening in my life.
no matter good or bad im happy with it right now.
a proper job and im going to start school in april.
a better future that im looking foward to. alhamdullilah with great friends that i have and wonderful family, im staying up strong. thank god im happy now. all i can say now that I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing. and with that i learn that living gives you a better understanding of life. I would hope that my characters have become deeper and more rounded personalities.
of cos the basic/simple thing to understand will be love life and life will love you back. Love people and they will love you back. as for me im scare to be in a realtionship.i just dunno why. im happy to be this way and
still i wish to remain this way as long as i can. sorry lovelies if I utter to much of nonsense today but its just randomly what i think and feel. i just wanna share abit of my happiness now to you out there.
have a lovely sunday LOVE! *wink.
Labels: i hearts life.
