busybody people can go and die. telling him about what im doing outside. oh its so not cool when its not true at all! i do have my own mouth and guts to tell him myself.
not like some immature people like you. go away. shoo! im glad that he called me just now. i miss him very the much. i noe sometimes people like me made mistakes. how i wish i could turn back the time. of cos im not hoping so much from him. if he's going to change then that will be great if not i will be continue my life and be happy. follow the flow i guess. becos, seriously after twenty years of thinking, i think its not worth it to cry for a guy u see. heh. but if he do really change for me then i dont mind if he starts to scream at me, call me for a shoot at midnight, keep me waiting for hours as long as what ends up on the screen is perfect. its a lie if i dont love him anymore but as we noe life as to move on. now i just want to think about myself 1st. love myself then i start to think about others. It is strange that the years teach me patience. to you, maybe im a change person now but watever it is i still love you and please do something about us. thank you.
on top of that, work is doing just fine. my weight went up since i work there. ive been muching every single hour okay. hohoho! looking forward to this weekend. going to spent my day with the girls. awesome! 4 days to weekend. hang on there people! =)
