Losing someone you love leaves you with a dull, heavy weight in your chest that often, without warning, explodes into lacerating pain. This torment makes me long for a time when life was easier, so i tend to hope that baby will know i want. 1stly, baby sometimes may be sympathetic at 'that time of the month', the general perception that i have or can most women have is that my baby and some other men can't actually understand what me or woman goes through during menstruation, given that they do not experience it. To assume that a girl is having PMS, without being told, is arrogant, unreasonable, invasive, and insulting. so baby was late yesterday and it make me hate him even more LOL. heh. i was sulking all day of yesterday la. right to the tinniest detail that baby try to cheer me up but it didnt work at all. thank god that i have sweet boyf as ever. he still didnt give up but he starting to be more forgiving, LISTEN to what im telling him and understand that it is very important to me even if he think's it is ridiculous. thank you for all this while and i promise to appreciate you even more baby. actually i have more to update from 2 days of freedom, outing with friendss and i need to upload lotsa of picturess. but i think it will be some other time okay. heh.
PS: i cant wait for my 6 days trip to LANGKAWI. 9 more dayss to go. AWESOME!
