Sunday, September 07, 2008 1:19 pm
There have been many circumstances in which you are forced to oblige or give the green light despite yourself not wanting too. For, it is easier that way, rather than having a whole big debate(fight) with another person. I for one have been in similar situations. The on-going debate with myself about how i actually feel is pretty much less taxing than having to deal with an argument. Dealing with emotions, nothing is ever as clear as plain black or white. It is an on-going thought process which never really stops despite having arrived at a conclusion. Somehow or rather, i usually end up beating myself up about my decisions. It is a balancing act. No matter how well you've "performed" there'll always be certain a glitch somewhere. This, annoys the hell out of me.im meeting baby later on. lesser cerewet eh baby? treat me well today. LOL!. craving for thai food. i hope later baby are kind enuf to feed this fatty liitle girl thai food. PLEASE? imverymuchloved<3
